Hey, I'm getting better!
Nov. 28th, 2006 01:19 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
barkinmadSo, it hasn't even been a week since I last updated.
Improvement!
Granted, mostly it's out of boredom from being in Software Apps. But I'm not going into that. Oh now. I'm about to go on a rant (it will probably have to be continued tonight after I finish my homework, and only after) about "Charmed Thirds", "Heroes", and maybe even something not concerning my reactions and complaints and excitements.
But probably not.
Not that I don't care about anyone else, because I do. But I find that the best kind of therapy for my life is writing about it, and although you might disagree with medium (and I'm using "you" loosely, because I'm pretty sure no one reads this), I like it. Hey, I'm a Leo, I require the attention.
Anyway, yesterday, I came home, and found out just how addicted to Jessica Darling I am. I finished the last 100 or so pages instead of doing my homework. It was stupid, but I got to the point where if I didn't finish the book, then I would have been distracted anyway. I needed to see Marcus and Jessica back together again. It was like the time that Lorelai and Luke were seperated for the first time, and I had to watch all the episodes in one night until they got back together. I'm pretty sure this addictive behavior to romance that is not my own is troublesome. But I enjoy it. I get a thrill from knowing how right for each other two people are, and I can't wait for them to see it. I think it has something to do with the fact that they broke up with each other first. Because that just makes the desire all the more intense. Then again, after I finished reading the book, I felt that insatisfaction I get when everything turns out exactly the way I want it to, and then the book just ends. I know she plans on writing another book, which I'm ecstatic about, but I'm still thinking about the book, and I'm pretty sure I will go back to it intermittently for the next couple of weeks. There are a few books that have this affect on me. Also, I realized, that in the last post, I said that I thought that Jessica and I are on the same intellectual level, which was probably wrong. I'm starting to think that she's smarter, but then again, she's been through college, and fictional. I'm not putting myself down, I just think she's smarter, is all.
On to the next subject. "Heroes". The show love of my life. Now, don't get me wrong. I'm as much as fan as Gilmore Girls, Smallville and Supernatural as ever. But Heroes is seriously addictive. Like, I'm pretty sure I'm as obsessed with Heroes as other people are with Lost. My dad wanted to watch a game last night, instead of taping the last half of my show, and I literally threw a fit. It should be said that I only really get emotional over stupid things, so it's pretty run-of-the-mill. I have yet to really get terribly upset over something I should be getting terribly upset about. I made a compromise with him, which stated that I would go upstairs and finish my math homework away from the TV if he wouldn't change the channel. Thus, I never got to finish the second half of the show. Even so, the first half was spectacular. So much happened, I actually thought that the show was almost over when my dad came down, instead of half a whole other segment left. Lots of things started to make sense, especially since the episode took place six months before the pilot, so we get the beginning of all the Heroes. For example, we learn that Niki has a twin sister Jessica, who tragically died one way or another. That makes sense. Sorry for the spoiler, but I did say that I was going to talk about the show. Anyway, that's the end of the period. Bye.
Improvement!
Granted, mostly it's out of boredom from being in Software Apps. But I'm not going into that. Oh now. I'm about to go on a rant (it will probably have to be continued tonight after I finish my homework, and only after) about "Charmed Thirds", "Heroes", and maybe even something not concerning my reactions and complaints and excitements.
But probably not.
Not that I don't care about anyone else, because I do. But I find that the best kind of therapy for my life is writing about it, and although you might disagree with medium (and I'm using "you" loosely, because I'm pretty sure no one reads this), I like it. Hey, I'm a Leo, I require the attention.
Anyway, yesterday, I came home, and found out just how addicted to Jessica Darling I am. I finished the last 100 or so pages instead of doing my homework. It was stupid, but I got to the point where if I didn't finish the book, then I would have been distracted anyway. I needed to see Marcus and Jessica back together again. It was like the time that Lorelai and Luke were seperated for the first time, and I had to watch all the episodes in one night until they got back together. I'm pretty sure this addictive behavior to romance that is not my own is troublesome. But I enjoy it. I get a thrill from knowing how right for each other two people are, and I can't wait for them to see it. I think it has something to do with the fact that they broke up with each other first. Because that just makes the desire all the more intense. Then again, after I finished reading the book, I felt that insatisfaction I get when everything turns out exactly the way I want it to, and then the book just ends. I know she plans on writing another book, which I'm ecstatic about, but I'm still thinking about the book, and I'm pretty sure I will go back to it intermittently for the next couple of weeks. There are a few books that have this affect on me. Also, I realized, that in the last post, I said that I thought that Jessica and I are on the same intellectual level, which was probably wrong. I'm starting to think that she's smarter, but then again, she's been through college, and fictional. I'm not putting myself down, I just think she's smarter, is all.
On to the next subject. "Heroes". The show love of my life. Now, don't get me wrong. I'm as much as fan as Gilmore Girls, Smallville and Supernatural as ever. But Heroes is seriously addictive. Like, I'm pretty sure I'm as obsessed with Heroes as other people are with Lost. My dad wanted to watch a game last night, instead of taping the last half of my show, and I literally threw a fit. It should be said that I only really get emotional over stupid things, so it's pretty run-of-the-mill. I have yet to really get terribly upset over something I should be getting terribly upset about. I made a compromise with him, which stated that I would go upstairs and finish my math homework away from the TV if he wouldn't change the channel. Thus, I never got to finish the second half of the show. Even so, the first half was spectacular. So much happened, I actually thought that the show was almost over when my dad came down, instead of half a whole other segment left. Lots of things started to make sense, especially since the episode took place six months before the pilot, so we get the beginning of all the Heroes. For example, we learn that Niki has a twin sister Jessica, who tragically died one way or another. That makes sense. Sorry for the spoiler, but I did say that I was going to talk about the show. Anyway, that's the end of the period. Bye.
